Sunday, October 2, 2011

Its been a while since Ive written in here. I have just been soo busy. 
Seriously, I wake up next to thee most attractive guy ever, then have school, then go visit my mother, go to work, then see the boii and then do it over again.
I really cant remember the last time I was this happy. This guy is so good to me. I couldnt ever ask for anything better. He's like "the nice guy" trapped inside a super attractive guy. Yeah..hes the whole package people.
So suuuck it!
Hahaa

I need some new music! Ive listened to it all, and now I need to listen to something new
So he showed me this which I love, cuz its totally me:


I allso started watching this hilarious show called tim and eric. Here is a clip!:



Ok, well its Sunday Funday today. So I better go get ready :)

Bye ya'll

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

yumm

ahhhh

what a good night last night

Im so happy :)

I have to go to work noww, but I shall update later ;)

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

;)

havent written here in a while

I am in a goood place right now

I am so happy, last night was a fun night and I am just one lucky girl...that is all

I wish I could write more on here and just explain everything thats going on right now,
I might start a new blog so I can just explain everything going on

Im just...ahh happppy

I love life, especially when it is like this

Ok :)

bye now

Thursday, August 18, 2011



Please make sure to check out the music video for this song, its soo awesome. Its not on youtube, but its on mtv.com so check it out!

Also, there is a guy at my work that looks exactly like this guy:

Yeaaahh, they could be twins. Im lucky :)
Well its almost the weekend again! I had a fantastic weekend last weekend, the best day was Saturday though :) 

This weekend shall be fun filled as well. Guess who's goin out? 
This guuurrl!

Ok well I must go get ready for work now, gotta curl my huuur (translation: hair)

Ok bye :)

Thursday, August 11, 2011

light-bulb

Hiii :)

I am so happy and so excited for this weekend! It's gonna be a goood one.

Anyways...I just had taco bell right now, I was craving it and so I ate it..and it was gross. woohoo, taco bell is not a good idea guys, it doesnt taste good, mmk?

So...I dont know really what to say..hm..

I love my job, I absolutely love it. I make great money, especially for my age, and the people I work with are awesome, I couldnt ask for anything better.

So there are a few movies I want to see this weekend, and if u know me, u know Im alll about them indie movies! So there are two that are out this weekend that look amazing...in my opinion of course, you may think they look like shit...but they dont :)

So the first one:

And the second one:



Ohhh the second one, looks soo awesome.




Cant wait :)

Song of zee day:


I'm happier than you "dude" I have so much more



Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Wow

What an asshole

Why the hell was I sad about something thats not worth shit?

People like you make me sick, yeah I do want nothing to do with you.

Hypocrite.

I am going to have an amazzzing weekend btw everyone :) yayy for mee

Bye loves x


Monday, August 8, 2011

"The format" knows how Im feeling



Listen to these songs, they are amazing


Ive had a wonderful thought as of late about getting hit by a car.....wow


I need some friends

Thursday, August 4, 2011

When it rains it pours

"When it rains it pours"---

No, I am not talking about actual rain here, I am talking about the opposite sex. I have been told 8 times, by 8 different boys (or men) in the past month that me and them would be perfect together. I just counted...and wow. Thats crazy,

I guess that makes me not special, I dont get to be that one guys dream girl....nahh im 8, heck lets just have me be everyones dream girl

im not trying to sound u know full of it, i seriously want to run away from it. Like..realllly fast!

I just want that one guy that will do anything to be with me and do anything for me...I guess thats a lot to ask, but I would do the same! I want someone to take care of...as long as they are taking care of me in return...I aint a sugaaa mama mmk boys?  (yes i was asked last week if i would be someones sugar mama)

I want a guy that will randomly show up at my house just because he cant stop thinking about me and If im not home, leave a note, "i miss you" or some shit like that.

Yeah I can be a hard-ass when it comes to the whole relationship thing...but Im still a girl, I still want to be wanted for the person I am, not for the person they think I am.

This is beginning to sound more like an ad for a dating website than my blog haha.

I dont want anyone else right now though...

I always get sad at night, but I'll be positive in the day time...gotta keep busy!

So Im reading a book, (I should read more, its fun!)

Called:

"I drink for a reason" by David Cross

Its amazing, just random thoughts, It keeps me soo entertained. Which is nice :)

Ok, well im going to see a movie with my mother, so gotta go get ready!

One step at a time...

Song that wont get out of my head:

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

um youre dumb-yeeeah that rhymes ;)

all guys are the same, allll of them, well except my sisters boyfriend, we all love him :)

but other than that...they are all such manipulators and babies, its ridiculous. Get over yourselves! Grow up, you aren't ten years old boys!

And people talk about how they hate people who play games, when they are the ones that are playing you. I'm sooo over emotions and feelings, they are ovvverated!

People make such big deals about stupid little things and drown in their sorrow when in reality you are the one that can choose to be happy or not. Just do it, choose happiness for once people, instead of making everything soo complicated.

Sometimes you just dont have control over how people are going to treat you, and I know that hurts, but you just need to pick yourself up and do what makes you happy.

Being single is weird....but its teaching me how to be alone, and grow as a person and I know thats what I need to do right now.

I think Im gonna try and move in a few months, get my head clear.

Maybe go to cali or new york...I dunno, the world is mine, I can do whatever I put my mind to

I wish others could see what I see right now. Its gonna be a good life :)

song?




He is soo hot, can I live in the 90s please?!

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Ive Been lovin on this song for a while. Thought Id share it..that is all


Bye bros

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

I love my sistah

So I live with my sister
Every morning she wakes me up to move my car and then I go sit and talk with her before she goes to work and I love the conversations that we have. She really is the best. She gives me the best advice and I love that girl.

But I remember not too long ago when I hated her. Ha, yess I did. You see, she has always been miss perfect and for some reason I resented her because of it. And that is not the thing to do people. Family is so important and Im truly glad that I realized this.

On Sunday we went shopping together and then went to the W with her bf to hang out by the pool and I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Love you lex, thanks for reading my random blog :)

So my birthday is in 5 days. The big 2-1. Its kinda weird...but a good weird. Im excited!

So yesterday I was at work and I put my hand under my desk and felt a nice big chunk of gum. Real mature guys

I need to stop putting all my eggs into one basket. It never works out when u do that! Because after that is over, you are alone and it sucks. Suckkks I tell you

I am such a nerd. Oh, if people only knew...my family knows....I am most definitely the weirdo in the family.

I think if I could dress any way I would dress up like a hipster/treehugger/indie chick. How do they even dress though? Hm...

Pretty sure my dog is the cutest thing I have ever seen, literally, she is effing adorable yo, soo adorable oh my god she is like. tooooo cuuuute! um....I dont actually talk like that...that was a joke.

haaa soo funny

You know...karma is a bitttch, and I think I am currently receiving that karma right now. Right on Karma, go on and make people feel like shiiit

That was a little too emo of a statement to be made public. Whatever

This is how I currently feel:



Ok bye now!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

ahhhh Im dumb thooo

There is a mosquito in my house, and I have no idea how it got here! Im freaking out. I am literally running around in my house from room to room because its scaring me! Its bigg and black...ewww

And every time I try and smash it, it just keeps on getting back up and trying to attack me.

After every word I type, I look up to see if its there. Im scared....haaa its kinda funny but not realllly!

Ok life, well life is just so confusing and stuuupid sometimes if you ask me. I basically feel like im in jr. high again, and its annoying me. So many questions, and im just so impatient and confused.

Whatever life will go on. Im thinking about moving soon. Like in the next few months. Mayyybe to Seattle...or California. Im reallly considering it.

Whyyy nottt?

Im such a baby


bahhhh stupiiddd mosquito!

So at work, on my downtime of course, to keep myself awake, I write little rhymes.

So here are a few different ones-- and if annnyone has any input, please let me know :)

"Do you miss, reminisce all the bliss that was us
do you sit take the hit, feel the fire in the pit
As the memories flood back
do you wish we were still on track
or do u lack that emotion
that everlasting devotion"


ok think I might have killed the mosquito


oooh...and none of these are based on true or real things, I pick a topic and just kinda rhyme away....ok you can choose to believe whatever though :)

um yeah, if you would like to help me with my little rhyming song/poem/emo talk, then messsage me: angelicarose19@gmail.com

I had the worst dream last night by the way, it sucked...really bad and when I woke up I wanted to cry haha, thats when u know its bad.

Ok well im gonnna goo now. Byyyye

Im sure I'll write more "little rhyming song/poem/emo talk" tomorrow.

Luv youuuzzz

Friday, July 8, 2011

Crowd Surf off a Cliff PEOPLE

Dont know why I started thinking this way
Its like I need to taste rejection every single day
I cant keep all the doors open
when all they want to do is close
I really dont know why I put myself in these situations
I guess I just dont have any patience
I feel pathetic in every way
when I hear the words coming out of my mouth
sometimes I cant believe the things I say
My personality is too strong, yet Im too meek
when I touch you, you shatter and
your outcome eventually becomes bleak
Im making you tetchy so you pull away
I know Im too much but I cant stop acting this way
Im mature but im acting so childish
I just need to accept the outcome and move on
I dont see any signs and if they were there
it looks like theyve all been taken down
I'll accept the white flag
since this is the last round

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Metric

Yeah...Im obsessed with Metric. So good.



That is all :)

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

just thought i should update

not too much to say....
I like my job
Im happy with my life
Im hungry
I dont get paid till July 8th :(
I turn 21 in about a month(finally!)
I want to see the movie "Beginners" (go watch the trailer!)
For some reason I cant stop listening to "Space Bound" from Eminem....Im not even that big of a fan!
Im only 20 but I already feel like Ive been so many different people...do you? Its confusing
Its so hot outside it makes me want to die...like literally not b alive bc I hate AZ soo much!
116 degrees....are u kidding me?!
The new 3oh!3 song sounds like their old stuff....thank god, I hate them being mainstream!
I like my days...I get to do whatever :)
Thats pretty much whats goin on!
Later loves


xoxo

Friday, June 17, 2011

oh um hi

Yeahh, it is 1130 pm on a friday night....and yeaah I am home! Maybe this means Im a losssser. Mayyybe. So lets see...whats goin on...basically wayy to many things to say. Every time I think I know where life is taking me it goes in the complete opposite direction! Weirrrd how that works. Cant go into detail on that....kiiiinda private. So yeah. 

You know what annoys me? People who leave their shopping carts in the street! Reallly guys? Cmon! Are they really that lazy and cant walk to put their shopping carts back? That is just in.con.sid.er.ate! Liiike what I did there? Those periods were used to create meaning! ha....stuuuupid.


So Ive had a reallly good week in my opinion, very good :) and I start work fiiinally on Monday! So happy, sooo happppy. Its gonna b so weird tho. This is really my last Friday of freedom bc Im gonna b working late and Im @ home! Lammme. Ok, well I guess Im gonna go watch a movie or somethinnn allllone. 

C you later alligator 

Friday, June 10, 2011

Hola

Heyyy Blog :)

Guesss what?! I got that job. Oh yesss I did! I start on Monday and I am soo excited! I am honestly unbelievably lucky. I'm only 20 years old and I got that kind of job? Prettty awesome if u ask me! I'm so happy :)


Soo...on to other random things. Since I've been unemployed I have been able to do a lot of cool things actually. Such as...

  • Sleeep in!
  • See my boyfriend more
  • Spend nice quality time with my mother
  • Watch numerous movies
  • Catch up on Gossip Girl
And 
  • spend a shit ton of time with my puppy Chloe
I absolutely have loved spending more time with my puppy. I hate leaving her when I go to work, so it's been nice to be with her so much
Shes just soo cute!

So finally, its Friday! Yayyy :)

So glad its the weekend 

I start work Monday! Ahh, will update how awesome it was later ;)


Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Well....

Hello once again blog. Its been a while. But now that I have no more job, I guess it's time to resume our relationship. So I didn't get the job. The one thing that was going to put me back on track is lost. Its gone. I am so torn up about this right now. I haven't told anyone yet. Just you. I have been calling my agency for the past two days and now I call for the 100th time (exaggeration by the wayyy, im not crazy) and he answers. He tells me that I'm not hired. Ugh, what am I going to do?! Really, I was betting everything on this job, absolutely everything! I wanted it so bad...more than anything. And now it's out of my hands. This is a terrible time in my life to say the least. I feel like such a loser! So now that you have read all of this welcome to my pity party! It can only last today though. Tomorrow I really need to start getting my life together! Honestly, I just want to run away. I want to leave...but oh yeah...no money to do that either. I cant remember the last time I felt like this. I'm so lost and what do I really have? Honestly, I'm kinda glad I stopped writing in this for a while, bc now I see no one reads it, so I can get back to writing what I want.  What am I going to do? I guess I'll write more once I figure it out.

xoxo

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Myspace

I logged onto Myspace today. Haha, it was weird. It was like being back in high school again. Oh all the silly things everyone said, I was so young.....you should log onto your myspace today and relive all the stupid little moments. Interesting stuff :)

Soo, I finally watched "Whatever it takes" last night. Oh my gooodness, that movie is quite ridiculous. Its so stupid, I love it!

Hopefully I get to see Scream 4 this weekend! I wannna seee it!

Now!

So hopefully today goes by fast. Tomorrow is my last day working at this stupid little job! Im so exicted, yay!

Ok, well the big bad boss will be back soon, so I must go.

Bye byyye

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Gross

Helllo. Today of course is just...oh you know, just welcome to sucksville! Ha, sucksville, thats soo stupid. 
I love it. 

So one of the older gentlemen that works with me (like 60 yrs old) asked if Ive ever danced on a pole before...then proceeded to say I should because its good money. 

Dear old guy, you are gross

And one of the employees heard and told my boss and they all laughed and thought it was hilarious

So yeah...thats what Im dealing with today!

Awesome stuff...

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

little post about nothing

I wore lipstick today and got asked by 3 different people if I "have a hot date tonight"

No people, no I don't. But thank you for reminding me, that Im alone tonight! Thanks guys...oh so sincere.

I hate this office

There are effing little flies everywhere! Evvverywhere. And they are all up in my faccce and I just want them to die. There is nothing good about flies except that they are food for more important animals. Yeah! How do u feel about that flies?! I just called you stupid....basically.

I'm kiiinda retarded, Im talking to flies on my blog. Dumb.

My boss just came back, booo

that means goodbye blog that no one reads

Im glad no one reads this, they would think im literally crazy.

which I am

kidding! Im notttt

OK?!

Just retarded

sometimes

Im dumb....ok bye

Monday, April 18, 2011

Just kidding

Oh helllo old friend, ok not really ollld friend, new friend...whatever

I am hella bored here at work. This place sucks! The guy next to me is blaring some stupid video and I cant even think clearly because its so loud! Ughh. Dislike

My weekend was prettty good. Went to New Mexico and saw some family. Had 5 mixed drinks, and it felt wonderful, I havent drank in forevvver. Twas niiice. 

I just want to go home, and sit on the couch and watch a ridiculous cheesy girlie movie, like this one :)


YESS! 

I'm gonna do it, as soon as I get home at 930, I will be watching this ridiculous movie. Fun stuff for me!

Cmon, its kiiinda good :)

Thats really the only thought I have in my head right now, is watching that movie, haha
how sadd is that?

Ok, I'm done here...nothing else to reallly say.

Bye ho 

just kidding I dont talk like that I talk like this just kidding I do sometimes but when im joking just kidding only when Im trying to be cool just kidding I am cool ok just kidding im not cool but I wish I was just kidding I like being a nerd just kidding I dont because I get picked on just kidding I dont get picked on but I say I do just kidding sometimes people tease me for being stupid just kidding they dont ok just kidding they do because I am stupid just kidding Im smart just kidding not really just kidding I am....kinnnnda

ever seen the kristin wigg snl "just kidding" segment?! If you havent look it up, tis funny! Then you'll get the above just kidding rant :) mmk bye...haha yess I am a bit dumb sometimes, but I dont care!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Well well well

Today has sucked so far. Yess it has. The morning was good, did a few interviews for my replacement. Then as I was leaving my office to go get a drug test done for my new job, I fell. I was wearing my brand new gorgeous Betsey Johnson shoes, and the satin ripped. I am so upset over it! Ughhh, they are ruined :( I only had them for 5 days and they are ruined! So sad right now. Also, the fall took a chunk of skin from my knee. Wonderful stuff today! And I have the most ghettto bandage A napkin with scotch tape. Lovely. I'm in pain. From my knee and my heart because of my shoes :(

Booo on today.
R.I.P

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

4/13

So there is this fly in my office, and it's driving me crazzzy. It keeps flying around my head and buzzzing and its so annnoying. But yeah, today went by surprisingly fast. I had lunch with a friend today that I haven't seen in like a year, and it was really nice catching up and everything. I love reconnecting with old friends, it's fun. Then I came back to work and had to sort through all of these resumes to find my replacement. In a way I feel reallly bad for these girls that I'm setting up interviews for, I just feel like they are going to go crazy here. But I mean, people need jobs, so I guess if they want ten dollars an hour and want to work for a boss that yells and sit next to a guy that burps and farts then good for them.

 I feel bad...oh well. 

Nothing really new with me. Everything is goood in the hood. But now that I started thinking that the day was going fast, I keep looking at the clock, and the day is now going slow. Booo.
No one good is on facebook chat. It's always the same boring people! 

I'm glad today is Wednesday. I just get to go home and watch a movie and relax! 
Good stufff :)

Then tomorrow I get to interview 6 different girls and then no work on Friday! Wooohoo. 

Friday Im driving to New Mexico with my family...coool.

Ugh, this fly is driving me crazy, it keeps getting all up in my buissssness, its messing with me. I hate it. 

The fly is going down! No more nice guy. 

K, so Im gonna go kill it. 
Bu byyye

Monday, April 11, 2011

Look what I found

I read this article today about how birth order affects you.. interesting stufff.


If you’re a middle child...

Contrary to their reputation as insecure messes (example: Jan Brady), middle kids actually make stable and loyal partners. “One thing you’re not is spoiled,” Dr. Leman says. You probably grew up feeling like you got less attention than your siblings, and that drives you to work for every perk — including a happy relationship. Also in the “positives” category: You’re “a compromiser and negotiator,” Dr. Leman notes, so you’ll give your partner plenty of say in everything from how quickly your relationship progresses to where you go on vacation together. And your romance should be free of daily petty squabbles (middles hate conflict); instead, you try to put others at ease. 

Your love challenge: Opening up. Have you ever been told you’re hard to read? “Middle children can be very secretive,” says Dr. Leman. “They got hammered by the first-born and swindled by the baby, so they keep their cards close to their chests.” You’re also not the best communicator when you’re upset. But if you learn to speak up instead of holding your anger in, you’ll have a more harmonious relationship.
Best match: Youngest child. “Middles aren’t as threatened by last-borns as they are by exacting first-borns,” says Dr. Leman, so the odds are good for open communication. 


That is totally me right? Yeah...I know. 

Annd, this is my horoscope for today:

Don't just talk about grand trips around the world - start planning them, Leo. If you don't start saving your resources and reserving blocks of time for your dreams, they may never come true. Today is a good time to set things in motion. Your attitude is likely to be more flexible, and you will find that this way of thinking will bring you to the people and places that can help you the most.

Thank you horoscope.com
good advice!

Ugh, dont want to give my boss my two weeks
so.so.so.nervous.


It's Monday....wonderful

Today started off good. I went in and filled out new hire paperwork at my soon to be job, then went into work for about an hour. After that I went and had a nice yummmy lunch with Kam. Then I got back to work and thats when they day started getting shitty. This place absolutely drains all of my happiness and makes me bitter and upset at the world. It started when my boss went out to lunch and 2 guys that my boss previously worked with showed up at the office. I assumed that my boss had a meeting with them so I didn't say anything and all they were doing was talking to one of our employees and catching up. Then one of the guys calls my boss and tells him that he is here and looking at everything on his desk (which he wasn't, he was joking) I then get a call from my boss who is super upset and starts yelling at me over the phone saying he never wants anyone in his office, I start to tell him that no one was in his office and he interrupts me, by thinking he was hanging up on my but I can hear him start yelling "fucking bit--..." nice. Thanks man, thanks for being the bessst boss ever!

Oh, and two weeks from today I start my new job (thank god!) so I have to give my two weeks today. Which will be wonderful of course...because he is going to be soo pissed at me. He is going to yelll and may even fire me on the spot, even though, I'm doing the right thing by giving him 2 weeks! Ughh...I can't wait to get out of this diseased environment! I hate it here. It seriously makes me so angry at everyone. I'm not even an angry person but every time that I leave this place I want to hit someone..it's just terrrible. I'm finding it pretty hard to breathe right now.

Whatever....I'm just gonna shake it off...two weeks from now I won't be here...

two weeks...

Anyways...moving on....I bought these shoes this weekend!

They are adorable and I love them. Problem: they are killing my feet! Oh my goodness they hurrrt. I guess that's the price I must pay...

This weekend I saw "Your Highness" which I thoroughly enjoyed! It was funnny.

Let's see...what else did I do...

Went to:

The cheesecake factory and had the best chicken in the world

Went to:

Red Robin and had a delicious burger

Went to:

Islands and had yummy tacos with pineapple in them

Went to:

Arizona Mills and bought those Betsey Johnson shoes and a nice pink dress

Went to:

The gym

Went to:

Blockbuster and bought about 12 movies...I needed them, ok?

Had a very nice weekend, it went by tooo fast though!
But yeah, I'm very happy with my life right now, Ive surrounded myself with people who I really like, have a new job to look forward to, have new music.

I'm just very happy at the moment.

And I need to remind myself of that every time I come into work, because this place blows!

As I was driving to work today my leg just started shaking and would not stop, all the way to work, my right leg, for like 40 min! It was so weird, kinda freaked me out.


I can't wait till 5:30...Im counting down the minutes...ugh Im scared of telling my boss that I'm leaving him. He's going to be so mad. Great...have to do it though!

Wish me luck please?

I neeed it...

Friday, April 8, 2011

Blog Views

So, it looks like my blog had now been viewed in:

Canada
Iceland
Mexico
Malaysia
Philippines
Turkey 
Brazil

Thats pretttty cool in my opinion :)

So happy it's Friday!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Random thoughts

So last night I went to sleep at like 9...then I woke up at like 2 in the morning and couldnt fall back asleep till like 4. I had a dream that my ex was coming to my work for some reason and I was trying to hide. Also in my dream was an old friend from high school and he worked with me in my dream and my boss was firing him and he was crying. I remember feeling so bad for him in my dream, but then I woke up and heard my dog whimpering and for some reason I felt like she was having the same dream as me and felt bad for the guy getting fired too, but she was just asleep and dreaming. I was out of it, I don't really remember why I thought she was having the same dream, that's weird haha. 

I check my horoscope everyday, I don't know why, I think it messes with my head. 

"Issues of the heart may be a bit difficult to deal with now, Leo. Try not to completely shut off the channels of communication while you work on dealing with these issues. It's vital that you open the channels wider and bring more of your feelings to the surface. Compassionate people will listen to you and help sort out your emotions if you let them"

I don't even know what that means!

I want to see this movie this weekend:

It looks so good!

I wish it would rain some more. I cannot waiiit for this weekend to get here. 

I get paid
I dont have to go to work
Its going to rain this weekend (yes!)
I can finally hang out with the people I want
I can relaxxx

I want to go to prom. Its stupid I never got to go. Why didn't anyone ask me?! Was I seriously that bad? The one time a girl gets to dress up in a pretty princess dress and I don't get to participate. Stupid high school
I'm still bitter about that.

I ate oatmeal for breakfast today and had grapes and crackers for lunch. I'm so good. But I did have a Jr. bacon cheeseburger combo last night from Wendys...oops..oh well! No morrre fast food though. Because honestly, it's pretty gross, not to mention...not quite healthy. 

I would like to go to the zoo. Ive been wanting to forever, but I probably wont go this weekend unfortunately. Maybe I'll just go by myself. Unless one of you wants to go with me? 

No? 

Fiiine.


I need some new tunes this weekend. Ive been listening to my Britney Spears cd too long. Its kinda embarrassing when I roll down my window and I'm jamming out to Brit Brit. 

I wannnt the Arcade Fire cd, I heard it was awesome. I went to Best Buy to go get it last week  but it was sold out. Booo. Not fair, dont they know who I am? They should always save a copy for me 

Whatever...

Borednessss

Ok byyyye


4/7/11

New Song:

"Mall people they come and go.. small people they just don't know.."

haha, but really, I wrote something new:

I'm Fine when you go away
but when you come back for just a day
all I feel is dismay
The walls are closing in
this relationship is paper thin
My feelings start shaking 
as I feel us breaking
You are nowhere to be seen
and I question if this was all just a dream
I'm always alone and
I should have know
your heart was just out on loan
I can't continue like this and
pretend that I'm feeling pure bliss
This has all been bittersweet
but now I'm feeling I must retreat
all because you can't take that leap
Like can only take me so far
because I know you feel love for everyone at the bar
I'm asking myself when will this end
when will your feelings start to bend
because right now like is all I can send

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Wednesday

Ok, so we are half way through this work week, thank goodness. So I have compiled a list of some places that I would like to go, so here they are:

Agra, India
What to See: Taj Mahal

Dublin, Ireland
What to see: Dublin Castle

Amsterdam, The Netherlands
What to see: Van Gough Museum

Paris, France
What to see: The Louvre

Paris, France
What to see: Palace of Versailles


Kenya
What to do: Go on a safari of course

Stratford-upon-Avon in Warwickshire, England
What to see: Shakespeares Birthplace
 

London, England 
What to see: Replica of the Globe Theatre

Surrey, England
What to see: Hampton Court Palace
Hampton Court Palace Photos

Berkshire, England
What to See:Windsor Castle

I absolutely just love history, so so much. Looking at all these castles above literally makes me lose my breath when I think of the people who have lived there. Still right now, just thinking about it, I can hardly breathe. It's just so amazing to me. 

Moving on....

Tokyo, Japan
What to see: That amazing city!

Prague, Czech Republic
What to see: This town

Thailand
What to see: This

Rome, Italy
What to see: Trevi Fountain


Athens, Greece
What to see: Parthenon Temple


Germany
What to do: Drive on the Autobahn


Switzerland
What to see: The Alps
Switzerland - The Alps

These are just a feww places I would like to go, I want to go everywhere basically


Soo...who's coming with me? 

I'm at least going to one of these places this summer, and I don't care if I have to go by myself

Better start saving money...hmm







Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Annoying guy next to me

This guy next to me at work is driving me crazzzy. He keeps throwing rolled up post-its at me like it's some funny little joke, but it's not! It's very annoying! But, I'm not gonna say anything, I'm going to be nice to the older gentleman, but I don't wanna be! What I really want to do is stand up, take the rolled up post-its and throw them at his face and say "can you stop?!" but I won't, because even though I have every right to, that would be mean. Ughh. Whatever. As if work didn't suck enough I have to deal with that guy, ughh. 

That's all I have to say right now.

I'm annoyed...

Monday, April 4, 2011

Hellllo

Hello and Good morning, its Monday morning yay, favorite day of the week...just kiddding, its not. So today started off wonderful. I woke up this morning and popped in an old mixed cd from when I was a junior in high school and was pleasantly surprised! The third track on the cd was this:
Yessss! Dr. Jones from Aqua. Totally forgot about how wonderful this song is!
Its safe to say, anyone who will be riding in the car with me this week will be lucky enough to listen to this tune, gettt ready!

I have a job interview today at 2:30. Don't know if I really wanna go, I thiiink it's $14 an hour, which is much better than what I get now, but I really like working in Scottsdale, oh well. Guess I gotta give it a try!

This weekend I saw 

and


Source Code: Excellent
Insidious: Holy shit that was scary, but goood 

So yeah, fun stuff. Got some movies from blockbuster that were a dollar each.
I got:

then...since there was no case I bought this movie:
thinking it was thisss movie:

Disappointed for sure! But I haven't watched my mistaken movie yet, I'm sure I will though. 

I would love it to rain soon, that would be wonderful. Rain rain come my way, and please come back every day! I need to move, to another country or state. These are the places I have decided I am going to live, no matter what....and I have had alll of these on my list since high school, just sayin. 

New York

Seattle

London

Southern California

Wonderful. I've only been to one of those 4 places, but still. I'm living there, so yeah. 

If you cant take the heat then get the fuck out the kitchen

Dont really know whyyy I typed that. Just kinda felt like it...

I'm bored, hope you enjoyed the random thoughts that were in my head this morning.

Bu byeee


Friday, April 1, 2011

Hopefully I get outta this hell hole in an hour or so! I just wanna go hooome!

 So I saw the hangover 2 trailer. It has the exact same story as the first one, except it's in Thailand. But hey, if it's not broken, why fix it, right? Riiight.

 So I got an invite to a friends wedding today. Some guy I haven't talked to since high school. Mormonnnn. I wanna go though, it should be interesting. It would be like a mini high school reunion where I would get to see everyone I hated from high school. Oh joy! Mormons galore.

I must come off soo mean in this blog, I'm not though, honestly. I'm just writing what I'm honestly thinking, so whatever. 

I keep feeling really bad about my post from yesterday about "the guy who sits next to me". But I wasn't quite making fun of him, I was just stating everything he does! Today my boss told me that the "the guy next to me" must have taken a bullet to the head when he was in the war because he was so stupid. His words not mine! Seee, at least I'm not like him, I'm not saying mean things about the guy. So the office upstairs leased out part of their office to these younger girls. "The guy next to me" said that he thinks that they are prostitutes and that is where they do their buisnessss. Yeah, that's honestly what he's telling everyone.

So today is April Fools day. Awe-some. Haven't received any jokes which is fiiine by me! Let's see...last year at this time the company I was working for got raided by the FBI. Goooood times! Good times. I'm becoming one of the old people by repeating myself! 

Eww....I don't want to get old. Everrrrr. I would like to turn 21 then stay 21 forever. Forever 21, yes like the store! Ha, so clever am I, and talk like yoda do I. Wow, I'm so unbelievably lame.  

So anyone heard of Jacob Tucker? That kid is amazing! He won the NCAA dunking contest last night and he's 5'11. So awesome. Speaking of basketball, Blake Griffin tonight at US Airways Center! Ugh, I wish I was going to that game, Blake Griffin is the shiiiit. 

I'm suppose to be calling all these people for work and asking them to send in their checks, but it sucks! I'm an assistant, not a collector! Dont.want.to.do.it.

I need to turn in my passport papers, sooon. Hopefully I can do it next Friday, that way I go actually go somewhere this summer! I just need to get outta the US of A. 

So is it just me or do songs fuck with everyones emotions? Like reallly....if I hear a song talking about a certain topic I will try to think of anything or anyone (not on purpose) that that song has to do with, and then it will turn my emotions inside out. Maybe it's just me. I'm just overly emooo. 

K, so almost 3! Thank goodness. So hopefully I will have a good weekend! I want to go to the zoo or the science center...but mostly the zoo. And see all the little animals! Yay, I want a pet tiger and a pet monkey and a pet panther. Whoever manages to get me any of those, is probably the best person that ever lived...so yeah. 

I'm writing so much today, and all of it is stupid and pointless but I have nothing else to do and my boss is at lunch..so why not type awayyy.

Ok, bye

Hello work

Why do old people repeat everything they say?
 If you think about it, they really do. It's quite ridiculous. 
This one older guy at my work is talking about a client and saying
 "how can they afford their payments?! They don't make enough income. Must be a drug dealer. Must be a drug dealer. Must be a drug dealer..............Must be a drug dealer" 
Yeahh, hello and good morning to me! Another wonderful day at work! But I'm busy right now. Will write later!

Thursday, March 31, 2011

The guy next to me

So the guy who sits next to me is a very interesting character. So interesting that I had to dedicate a post to him!
These are all the marvelous things I get to hear when I come to work every day

He burps all the time
He farts super loud...all the time. And every time he does he says "oh well"
He hits on every girl he sees..oh and he's married
He talks to himself
He tells everyone that him and I are getting married
He says happy birthday to random people
He parties all the time and talks about all the cool nightlife happening in Scottsdale and says things like
"there will be lots of hot girlies tonight at this bitchin spot in old town"
He's like 75
He blew up a picture of himself when he was younger and in his prime, without his shirt on, and handed it out to all the girls

He's reallly nice, doesnt understand a lot of computer programs though...like the internet

K, that was meann, this post is kinda mean. But I mean it's all true!

So yeah, sometimes I wanna pull my hair out and yell at all the crazy people in my office like my boss does, but I dont...which is good because I kiiinda need a job to live. So yeah.

That is all

I'm so bored

i'm so bored
I'M SO BORED
i'M sO boReD
I'm So BoReD

Soo Soo bored

I have nothing to write about. Let's see...I'm happy with my life, need to work on the whole positivity thing, but I'm getting better! Filled out a passport application today in  hopes that it will motivate me enough to save my money and get the hell outta this wonderful country of ours. Joined the gym...online haaa. Yeah. 
I'm going to new mexico soon. 
Yess, thats really what it looks like....like the whole town

woohoo

but the food is delicious, seriously, best food ever. Right Alexia? Yeah, we know whats up

And lets see...what else...ohh, just got a phone call from my boss saying he won't be back for the day, best news Ive heard so far!

I need to quit smoking. Its gross. And also, I heard it could like....kill you...so like I should like stop...like yeah

There is nothing on my mind. I have nothing to write about. I'm boring.

So I told my sisters boyfriend about all the crazy people at my work...he told me it sounded like a mental hospital and asked if I was one of the patients. Haha, it was funny.

Ok, I'll write again later because I have really nothing cool to say right now, not that I ever do though...but ok bye. 


How many movies are there?














No, I didn't write this, I am not that stupid. 

Had to post it for u few that look at this blog, because its so funnnny to meee 




How many films are there on planet earth? all the world how many movies?

How many movies are there allready made and on dvd ? Is there a million ? a thousand ? a few hundreads ?

this is from all years from the start and to the present. so how many movies are there allready made in this world of us ? all languages all countries if we where to combine it all together how many movies has planet earth has made ?

And to give some extra thought.. how many movies are there in the making as we speak right now... any language any countries all combine together ?

I believe there is about a total of 29,031 films been made on earth witth current 7 movies in the making as we speak anywhere in the world. (Reallly?! haha)
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