Forfeit

Back to stress stricken days
Love, lust and manipulative plays
I'm going through the motions but it's a foggy haze
I'm feeling inadequate
I'm ready to forfeit
This is a battle that I can't win
pushing and pulling, you won't let me in
I'm trying to act the part
so it won't fall apart
but I know that I don't have your heart
The outlook is bleak
this is a secret to keep that the story's complete
I'm at the edge
about to jump off the ledge
I've never been treated like this, I'm never ignored
Are just with me because you are bored