Myspace

I logged onto Myspace today. Haha, it was weird. It was like being back in high school again. Oh all the silly things everyone said, I was so young.....you should log onto your myspace today and relive all the stupid little moments. Interesting stuff :)

Soo, I finally watched "Whatever it takes" last night. Oh my gooodness, that movie is quite ridiculous. Its so stupid, I love it!

Hopefully I get to see Scream 4 this weekend! I wannna seee it!

Now!

So hopefully today goes by fast. Tomorrow is my last day working at this stupid little job! Im so exicted, yay!

Ok, well the big bad boss will be back soon, so I must go.

Bye byyye

Gross

Helllo. Today of course is just...oh you know, just welcome to sucksville! Ha, sucksville, thats soo stupid. 

I love it. 

So one of the older gentlemen that works with me (like 60 yrs old) asked if Ive ever danced on a pole before...then proceeded to say I should because its good money. 

Dear old guy, you are gross

And one of the employees heard and told my boss and they all laughed and thought it was hilarious

So yeah...thats what Im dealing with today!

Awesome stuff...

little post about nothing

I wore lipstick today and got asked by 3 different people if I "have a hot date tonight"

No people, no I don't. But thank you for reminding me, that Im alone tonight! Thanks guys...oh so sincere.

I hate this office

There are effing little flies everywhere! Evvverywhere. And they are all up in my faccce and I just want them to die. There is nothing good about flies except that they are food for more important animals. Yeah! How do u feel about that flies?! I just called you stupid....basically.

I'm kiiinda retarded, Im talking to flies on my blog. Dumb.

My boss just came back, booo

that means goodbye blog that no one reads

Im glad no one reads this, they would think im literally crazy.

which I am

kidding! Im notttt

OK?!

Just retarded

sometimes

Im dumb....ok bye

Just kidding

Oh helllo old friend, ok not really ollld friend, new friend...whatever

I am hella bored here at work. This place sucks! The guy next to me is blaring some stupid video and I cant even think clearly because its so loud! Ughh. Dislike

My weekend was prettty good. Went to New Mexico and saw some family. Had 5 mixed drinks, and it felt wonderful, I havent drank in forevvver. Twas niiice. 

I just want to go home, and sit on the couch and watch a ridiculous cheesy girlie movie, like this one :)

YESS! 

I'm gonna do it, as soon as I get home at 930, I will be watching this ridiculous movie. Fun stuff for me!

Cmon, its kiiinda good :)

Thats really the only thought I have in my head right now, is watching that movie, haha

how sadd is that?

Ok, I'm done here...nothing else to reallly say.

Bye ho 

just kidding I dont talk like that I talk like this just kidding I do sometimes but when im joking just kidding only when Im trying to be cool just kidding I am cool ok just kidding im not cool but I wish I was just kidding I like being a nerd just kidding I dont because I get picked on just kidding I dont get picked on but I say I do just kidding sometimes people tease me for being stupid just kidding they dont ok just kidding they do because I am stupid just kidding Im smart just kidding not really just kidding I am....kinnnnda

ever seen the kristin wigg snl "just kidding" segment?! If you havent look it up, tis funny! Then you'll get the above just kidding rant :) mmk bye...haha yess I am a bit dumb sometimes, but I dont care!

Well well well

Today has sucked so far. Yess it has. The morning was good, did a few interviews for my replacement. Then as I was leaving my office to go get a drug test done for my new job, I fell. I was wearing my brand new gorgeous Betsey Johnson shoes, and the satin ripped. I am so upset over it! Ughhh, they are ruined :( I only had them for 5 days and they are ruined! So sad right now. Also, the fall took a chunk of skin from my knee. Wonderful stuff today! And I have the most ghettto bandage A napkin with scotch tape. Lovely. I'm in pain. From my knee and my heart because of my shoes :(

Booo on today.

R.I.P

4/13

So there is this fly in my office, and it's driving me crazzzy. It keeps flying around my head and buzzzing and its so annnoying. But yeah, today went by surprisingly fast. I had lunch with a friend today that I haven't seen in like a year, and it was really nice catching up and everything. I love reconnecting with old friends, it's fun. Then I came back to work and had to sort through all of these resumes to find my replacement. In a way I feel reallly bad for these girls that I'm setting up interviews for, I just feel like they are going to go crazy here. But I mean, people need jobs, so I guess if they want ten dollars an hour and want to work for a boss that yells and sit next to a guy that burps and farts then good for them.

 I feel bad...oh well. 

Nothing really new with me. Everything is goood in the hood. But now that I started thinking that the day was going fast, I keep looking at the clock, and the day is now going slow. Booo.

No one good is on facebook chat. It's always the same boring people! 

I'm glad today is Wednesday. I just get to go home and watch a movie and relax! 

Good stufff :)

Then tomorrow I get to interview 6 different girls and then no work on Friday! Wooohoo. 

Friday Im driving to New Mexico with my family...coool.

Ugh, this fly is driving me crazy, it keeps getting all up in my buissssness, its messing with me. I hate it. 

The fly is going down! No more nice guy. 

K, so Im gonna go kill it. 

Bu byyye

Look what I found

I read this article today about how birth order affects you.. interesting stufff.

If you’re a middle child...

Contrary to their reputation as insecure messes (example: Jan Brady), middle kids actually make stable and loyal partners. “One thing you’re not is spoiled,” Dr. Leman says. You probably grew up feeling like you got less attention than your siblings, and that drives you to work for every perk — including a happy relationship. Also in the “positives” category: You’re “a compromiser and negotiator,” Dr. Leman notes, so you’ll give your partner plenty of say in everything from how quickly your relationship progresses to where you go on vacation together. And your romance should be free of daily petty squabbles (middles hate conflict); instead, you try to put others at ease. 

Your love challenge: Opening up. Have you ever been told you’re hard to read? “Middle children can be very secretive,” says Dr. Leman. “They got hammered by the first-born and swindled by the baby, so they keep their cards close to their chests.” You’re also not the best communicator when you’re upset. But if you learn to speak up instead of holding your anger in, you’ll have a more harmonious relationship.

Best match: Youngest child. “Middles aren’t as threatened by last-borns as they are by exacting first-borns,” says Dr. Leman, so the odds are good for open communication. 

That is totally me right? Yeah...I know. 

Annd, this is my horoscope for today:

Don't just talk about grand trips around the world - start planning them, Leo. If you don't start saving your resources and reserving blocks of time for your dreams, they may never come true. Today is a good time to set things in motion. Your attitude is likely to be more flexible, and you will find that this way of thinking will bring you to the people and places that can help you the most.

Thank you horoscope.com

good advice!

Ugh, dont want to give my boss my two weeks

so.so.so.nervous.

It's Monday....wonderful

Today started off good. I went in and filled out new hire paperwork at my soon to be job, then went into work for about an hour. After that I went and had a nice yummmy lunch with Kam. Then I got back to work and thats when they day started getting shitty. This place absolutely drains all of my happiness and makes me bitter and upset at the world. It started when my boss went out to lunch and 2 guys that my boss previously worked with showed up at the office. I assumed that my boss had a meeting with them so I didn't say anything and all they were doing was talking to one of our employees and catching up. Then one of the guys calls my boss and tells him that he is here and looking at everything on his desk (which he wasn't, he was joking) I then get a call from my boss who is super upset and starts yelling at me over the phone saying he never wants anyone in his office, I start to tell him that no one was in his office and he interrupts me, by thinking he was hanging up on my but I can hear him start yelling "fucking bit--..." nice. Thanks man, thanks for being the bessst boss ever!

Oh, and two weeks from today I start my new job (thank god!) so I have to give my two weeks today. Which will be wonderful of course...because he is going to be soo pissed at me. He is going to yelll and may even fire me on the spot, even though, I'm doing the right thing by giving him 2 weeks! Ughh...I can't wait to get out of this diseased environment! I hate it here. It seriously makes me so angry at everyone. I'm not even an angry person but every time that I leave this place I want to hit someone..it's just terrrible. I'm finding it pretty hard to breathe right now.

Whatever....I'm just gonna shake it off...two weeks from now I won't be here...

two weeks...

Anyways...moving on....I bought these shoes this weekend!

They are adorable and I love them. Problem: they are killing my feet! Oh my goodness they hurrrt. I guess that's the price I must pay...

This weekend I saw "Your Highness" which I thoroughly enjoyed! It was funnny.

Let's see...what else did I do...

Went to:

The cheesecake factory and had the best chicken in the world

Went to:

Red Robin and had a delicious burger

Went to:

Islands and had yummy tacos with pineapple in them

Went to:

Arizona Mills and bought those Betsey Johnson shoes and a nice pink dress

Went to:

The gym

Went to:

Blockbuster and bought about 12 movies...I needed them, ok?

Had a very nice weekend, it went by tooo fast though!
But yeah, I'm very happy with my life right now, Ive surrounded myself with people who I really like, have a new job to look forward to, have new music.

I'm just very happy at the moment.

And I need to remind myself of that every time I come into work, because this place blows!

As I was driving to work today my leg just started shaking and would not stop, all the way to work, my right leg, for like 40 min! It was so weird, kinda freaked me out.


I can't wait till 5:30...Im counting down the minutes...ugh Im scared of telling my boss that I'm leaving him. He's going to be so mad. Great...have to do it though!

Wish me luck please?

I neeed it...

Blog Views

So, it looks like my blog had now been viewed in:

Canada

Iceland

Mexico

Malaysia

Philippines

Turkey 

Brazil

Thats pretttty cool in my opinion :)

So happy it's Friday!

Random thoughts

So last night I went to sleep at like 9...then I woke up at like 2 in the morning and couldnt fall back asleep till like 4. I had a dream that my ex was coming to my work for some reason and I was trying to hide. Also in my dream was an old friend from high school and he worked with me in my dream and my boss was firing him and he was crying. I remember feeling so bad for him in my dream, but then I woke up and heard my dog whimpering and for some reason I felt like she was having the same dream as me and felt bad for the guy getting fired too, but she was just asleep and dreaming. I was out of it, I don't really remember why I thought she was having the same dream, that's weird haha. 

I check my horoscope everyday, I don't know why, I think it messes with my head. 

"Issues of the heart may be a bit difficult to deal with now, Leo. Try not to completely shut off the channels of communication while you work on dealing with these issues. It's vital that you open the channels wider and bring more of your feelings to the surface. Compassionate people will listen to you and help sort out your emotions if you let them"

I don't even know what that means!

I want to see this movie this weekend:

It looks so good!

I wish it would rain some more. I cannot waiiit for this weekend to get here. 

I get paid

I dont have to go to work

Its going to rain this weekend (yes!)

I can finally hang out with the people I want

I can relaxxx

I want to go to prom. Its stupid I never got to go. Why didn't anyone ask me?! Was I seriously that bad? The one time a girl gets to dress up in a pretty princess dress and I don't get to participate. Stupid high school

I'm still bitter about that.

I ate oatmeal for breakfast today and had grapes and crackers for lunch. I'm so good. But I did have a Jr. bacon cheeseburger combo last night from Wendys...oops..oh well! No morrre fast food though. Because honestly, it's pretty gross, not to mention...not quite healthy. 

I would like to go to the zoo. Ive been wanting to forever, but I probably wont go this weekend unfortunately. Maybe I'll just go by myself. Unless one of you wants to go with me? 

No? 

Fiiine.

I need some new tunes this weekend. Ive been listening to my Britney Spears cd too long. Its kinda embarrassing when I roll down my window and I'm jamming out to Brit Brit. 

I wannnt the Arcade Fire cd, I heard it was awesome. I went to Best Buy to go get it last week  but it was sold out. Booo. Not fair, dont they know who I am? They should always save a copy for me 

Whatever...

Borednessss

Ok byyyye

4/7/11

New Song:

"Mall people they come and go.. small people they just don't know.."

haha, but really, I wrote something new:

I'm Fine when you go away

but when you come back for just a day

all I feel is dismay

The walls are closing in

this relationship is paper thin

My feelings start shaking 

as I feel us breaking

You are nowhere to be seen

and I question if this was all just a dream

I'm always alone and

I should have know

your heart was just out on loan

I can't continue like this and

pretend that I'm feeling pure bliss

This has all been bittersweet

but now I'm feeling I must retreat

all because you can't take that leap

Like can only take me so far

because I know you feel love for everyone at the bar

I'm asking myself when will this end

when will your feelings start to bend

because right now like is all I can send

Wednesday

Ok, so we are half way through this work week, thank goodness. So I have compiled a list of some places that I would like to go, so here they are:

Agra, India

What to See: Taj Mahal

Dublin, Ireland

What to see: Dublin Castle

Amsterdam, The Netherlands

What to see: Van Gough Museum

Paris, France

What to see: The Louvre

Paris, France

What to see: Palace of Versailles

Kenya

What to do: Go on a safari of course

Stratford-upon-Avon in Warwickshire, England

What to see: Shakespeares Birthplace

 

London, England 

What to see: Replica of the Globe Theatre

Surrey, England

What to see: Hampton Court Palace

Berkshire, England

What to See:Windsor Castle

I absolutely just love history, so so much. Looking at all these castles above literally makes me lose my breath when I think of the people who have lived there. Still right now, just thinking about it, I can hardly breathe. It's just so amazing to me. 

Moving on....

Tokyo, Japan

What to see: That amazing city!

Prague, Czech Republic

What to see: This town

Thailand

What to see: This

Rome, Italy
What to see: Trevi Fountain


Athens, Greece
What to see: Parthenon Temple


Germany
What to do: Drive on the Autobahn


Switzerland
What to see: The Alps


These are just a feww places I would like to go, I want to go everywhere basically


Soo...who's coming with me? 

I'm at least going to one of these places this summer, and I don't care if I have to go by myself

Better start saving money...hmm

Annoying guy next to me

This guy next to me at work is driving me crazzzy. He keeps throwing rolled up post-its at me like it's some funny little joke, but it's not! It's very annoying! But, I'm not gonna say anything, I'm going to be nice to the older gentleman, but I don't wanna be! What I really want to do is stand up, take the rolled up post-its and throw them at his face and say "can you stop?!" but I won't, because even though I have every right to, that would be mean. Ughh. Whatever. As if work didn't suck enough I have to deal with that guy, ughh. 

That's all I have to say right now.

I'm annoyed...

Hellllo

Hello and Good morning, its Monday morning yay, favorite day of the week...just kiddding, its not. So today started off wonderful. I woke up this morning and popped in an old mixed cd from when I was a junior in high school and was pleasantly surprised! The third track on the cd was this:

Yessss! Dr. Jones from Aqua. Totally forgot about how wonderful this song is!

Its safe to say, anyone who will be riding in the car with me this week will be lucky enough to listen to this tune, gettt ready!

I have a job interview today at 2:30. Don't know if I really wanna go, I thiiink it's $14 an hour, which is much better than what I get now, but I really like working in Scottsdale, oh well. Guess I gotta give it a try!

This weekend I saw 

and

Source Code: Excellent

Insidious: Holy shit that was scary, but goood 

So yeah, fun stuff. Got some movies from blockbuster that were a dollar each.

I got:

then...since there was no case I bought this movie:

thinking it was thisss movie:

Disappointed for sure! But I haven't watched my mistaken movie yet, I'm sure I will though. 

I would love it to rain soon, that would be wonderful. Rain rain come my way, and please come back every day! I need to move, to another country or state. These are the places I have decided I am going to live, no matter what....and I have had alll of these on my list since high school, just sayin. 

New York

Seattle

London

Southern California

Wonderful. I've only been to one of those 4 places, but still. I'm living there, so yeah. 

If you cant take the heat then get the fuck out the kitchen

Dont really know whyyy I typed that. Just kinda felt like it...

I'm bored, hope you enjoyed the random thoughts that were in my head this morning.

Bu byeee

Hopefully I get outta this hell hole in an hour or so! I just wanna go hooome!

 So I saw the hangover 2 trailer. It has the exact same story as the first one, except it's in Thailand. But hey, if it's not broken, why fix it, right? Riiight.

 So I got an invite to a friends wedding today. Some guy I haven't talked to since high school. Mormonnnn. I wanna go though, it should be interesting. It would be like a mini high school reunion where I would get to see everyone I hated from high school. Oh joy! Mormons galore.

I must come off soo mean in this blog, I'm not though, honestly. I'm just writing what I'm honestly thinking, so whatever. 

I keep feeling really bad about my post from yesterday about "the guy who sits next to me". But I wasn't quite making fun of him, I was just stating everything he does! Today my boss told me that the "the guy next to me" must have taken a bullet to the head when he was in the war because he was so stupid. His words not mine! Seee, at least I'm not like him, I'm not saying mean things about the guy. So the office upstairs leased out part of their office to these younger girls. "The guy next to me" said that he thinks that they are prostitutes and that is where they do their buisnessss. Yeah, that's honestly what he's telling everyone.

So today is April Fools day. Awe-some. Haven't received any jokes which is fiiine by me! Let's see...last year at this time the company I was working for got raided by the FBI. Goooood times! Good times. I'm becoming one of the old people by repeating myself! 

Eww....I don't want to get old. Everrrrr. I would like to turn 21 then stay 21 forever. Forever 21, yes like the store! Ha, so clever am I, and talk like yoda do I. Wow, I'm so unbelievably lame.  

So anyone heard of Jacob Tucker? That kid is amazing! He won the NCAA dunking contest last night and he's 5'11. So awesome. Speaking of basketball, Blake Griffin tonight at US Airways Center! Ugh, I wish I was going to that game, Blake Griffin is the shiiiit. 

I'm suppose to be calling all these people for work and asking them to send in their checks, but it sucks! I'm an assistant, not a collector! Dont.want.to.do.it.

I need to turn in my passport papers, sooon. Hopefully I can do it next Friday, that way I go actually go somewhere this summer! I just need to get outta the US of A. 

So is it just me or do songs fuck with everyones emotions? Like reallly....if I hear a song talking about a certain topic I will try to think of anything or anyone (not on purpose) that that song has to do with, and then it will turn my emotions inside out. Maybe it's just me. I'm just overly emooo. 

K, so almost 3! Thank goodness. So hopefully I will have a good weekend! I want to go to the zoo or the science center...but mostly the zoo. And see all the little animals! Yay, I want a pet tiger and a pet monkey and a pet panther. Whoever manages to get me any of those, is probably the best person that ever lived...so yeah. 

I'm writing so much today, and all of it is stupid and pointless but I have nothing else to do and my boss is at lunch..so why not type awayyy.

Ok, bye

Hello work

Why do old people repeat everything they say?

 If you think about it, they really do. It's quite ridiculous. 

This one older guy at my work is talking about a client and saying

 "how can they afford their payments?! They don't make enough income. Must be a drug dealer. Must be a drug dealer. Must be a drug dealer..............Must be a drug dealer" 

Yeahh, hello and good morning to me! Another wonderful day at work! But I'm busy right now. Will write later!