all guys are the same, allll of them, well except my sisters boyfriend, we all love him :)
but other than that...they are all such manipulators and babies, its ridiculous. Get over yourselves! Grow up, you aren't ten years old boys!
And people talk about how they hate people who play games, when they are the ones that are playing you. I'm sooo over emotions and feelings, they are ovvverated!
People make such big deals about stupid little things and drown in their sorrow when in reality you are the one that can choose to be happy or not. Just do it, choose happiness for once people, instead of making everything soo complicated.
Sometimes you just dont have control over how people are going to treat you, and I know that hurts, but you just need to pick yourself up and do what makes you happy.
Being single is weird....but its teaching me how to be alone, and grow as a person and I know thats what I need to do right now.
I think Im gonna try and move in a few months, get my head clear.
Maybe go to cali or new york...I dunno, the world is mine, I can do whatever I put my mind to
I wish others could see what I see right now. Its gonna be a good life :)
song?
He is soo hot, can I live in the 90s please?!
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
I love my sistah
So I live with my sister
Every morning she wakes me up to move my car and then I go sit and talk with her before she goes to work and I love the conversations that we have. She really is the best. She gives me the best advice and I love that girl.
But I remember not too long ago when I hated her. Ha, yess I did. You see, she has always been miss perfect and for some reason I resented her because of it. And that is not the thing to do people. Family is so important and Im truly glad that I realized this.
On Sunday we went shopping together and then went to the W with her bf to hang out by the pool and I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Love you lex, thanks for reading my random blog :)
So my birthday is in 5 days. The big 2-1. Its kinda weird...but a good weird. Im excited!
So yesterday I was at work and I put my hand under my desk and felt a nice big chunk of gum. Real mature guys
I need to stop putting all my eggs into one basket. It never works out when u do that! Because after that is over, you are alone and it sucks. Suckkks I tell you
I am such a nerd. Oh, if people only knew...my family knows....I am most definitely the weirdo in the family.
I think if I could dress any way I would dress up like a hipster/treehugger/indie chick. How do they even dress though? Hm...
Pretty sure my dog is the cutest thing I have ever seen, literally, she is effing adorable yo, soo adorable oh my god she is like. tooooo cuuuute! um....I dont actually talk like that...that was a joke.
haaa soo funny
You know...karma is a bitttch, and I think I am currently receiving that karma right now. Right on Karma, go on and make people feel like shiiit
That was a little too emo of a statement to be made public. Whatever
This is how I currently feel:
Ok bye now!
Every morning she wakes me up to move my car and then I go sit and talk with her before she goes to work and I love the conversations that we have. She really is the best. She gives me the best advice and I love that girl.
But I remember not too long ago when I hated her. Ha, yess I did. You see, she has always been miss perfect and for some reason I resented her because of it. And that is not the thing to do people. Family is so important and Im truly glad that I realized this.
On Sunday we went shopping together and then went to the W with her bf to hang out by the pool and I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Love you lex, thanks for reading my random blog :)
So my birthday is in 5 days. The big 2-1. Its kinda weird...but a good weird. Im excited!
So yesterday I was at work and I put my hand under my desk and felt a nice big chunk of gum. Real mature guys
I need to stop putting all my eggs into one basket. It never works out when u do that! Because after that is over, you are alone and it sucks. Suckkks I tell you
I am such a nerd. Oh, if people only knew...my family knows....I am most definitely the weirdo in the family.
I think if I could dress any way I would dress up like a hipster/treehugger/indie chick. How do they even dress though? Hm...
Pretty sure my dog is the cutest thing I have ever seen, literally, she is effing adorable yo, soo adorable oh my god she is like. tooooo cuuuute! um....I dont actually talk like that...that was a joke.
haaa soo funny
You know...karma is a bitttch, and I think I am currently receiving that karma right now. Right on Karma, go on and make people feel like shiiit
That was a little too emo of a statement to be made public. Whatever
This is how I currently feel:
Ok bye now!
Thursday, July 21, 2011
ahhhh Im dumb thooo
There is a mosquito in my house, and I have no idea how it got here! Im freaking out. I am literally running around in my house from room to room because its scaring me! Its bigg and black...ewww
And every time I try and smash it, it just keeps on getting back up and trying to attack me.
After every word I type, I look up to see if its there. Im scared....haaa its kinda funny but not realllly!
Ok life, well life is just so confusing and stuuupid sometimes if you ask me. I basically feel like im in jr. high again, and its annoying me. So many questions, and im just so impatient and confused.
Whatever life will go on. Im thinking about moving soon. Like in the next few months. Mayyybe to Seattle...or California. Im reallly considering it.
Whyyy nottt?
Im such a baby
bahhhh stupiiddd mosquito!
So at work, on my downtime of course, to keep myself awake, I write little rhymes.
So here are a few different ones-- and if annnyone has any input, please let me know :)
"Do you miss, reminisce all the bliss that was us
do you sit take the hit, feel the fire in the pit
As the memories flood back
do you wish we were still on track
or do u lack that emotion
that everlasting devotion"
ok think I might have killed the mosquito
oooh...and none of these are based on true or real things, I pick a topic and just kinda rhyme away....ok you can choose to believe whatever though :)
um yeah, if you would like to help me with my little rhyming song/poem/emo talk, then messsage me: angelicarose19@gmail.com
I had the worst dream last night by the way, it sucked...really bad and when I woke up I wanted to cry haha, thats when u know its bad.
Ok well im gonnna goo now. Byyyye
Im sure I'll write more "little rhyming song/poem/emo talk" tomorrow.
Luv youuuzzz
And every time I try and smash it, it just keeps on getting back up and trying to attack me.
After every word I type, I look up to see if its there. Im scared....haaa its kinda funny but not realllly!
Ok life, well life is just so confusing and stuuupid sometimes if you ask me. I basically feel like im in jr. high again, and its annoying me. So many questions, and im just so impatient and confused.
Whatever life will go on. Im thinking about moving soon. Like in the next few months. Mayyybe to Seattle...or California. Im reallly considering it.
Whyyy nottt?
Im such a baby
bahhhh stupiiddd mosquito!
So at work, on my downtime of course, to keep myself awake, I write little rhymes.
So here are a few different ones-- and if annnyone has any input, please let me know :)
"Do you miss, reminisce all the bliss that was us
do you sit take the hit, feel the fire in the pit
As the memories flood back
do you wish we were still on track
or do u lack that emotion
that everlasting devotion"
ok think I might have killed the mosquito
oooh...and none of these are based on true or real things, I pick a topic and just kinda rhyme away....ok you can choose to believe whatever though :)
um yeah, if you would like to help me with my little rhyming song/poem/emo talk, then messsage me: angelicarose19@gmail.com
I had the worst dream last night by the way, it sucked...really bad and when I woke up I wanted to cry haha, thats when u know its bad.
Ok well im gonnna goo now. Byyyye
Im sure I'll write more "little rhyming song/poem/emo talk" tomorrow.
Luv youuuzzz
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Friday, July 8, 2011
Crowd Surf off a Cliff PEOPLE
Dont know why I started thinking this way
Its like I need to taste rejection every single day
I cant keep all the doors open
when all they want to do is close
I really dont know why I put myself in these situations
I guess I just dont have any patience
I feel pathetic in every way
when I hear the words coming out of my mouth
sometimes I cant believe the things I say
My personality is too strong, yet Im too meek
when I touch you, you shatter and
your outcome eventually becomes bleak
Im making you tetchy so you pull away
I know Im too much but I cant stop acting this way
Im mature but im acting so childish
I just need to accept the outcome and move on
I dont see any signs and if they were there
it looks like theyve all been taken down
I'll accept the white flag
since this is the last round
Its like I need to taste rejection every single day
I cant keep all the doors open
when all they want to do is close
I really dont know why I put myself in these situations
I guess I just dont have any patience
I feel pathetic in every way
when I hear the words coming out of my mouth
sometimes I cant believe the things I say
My personality is too strong, yet Im too meek
when I touch you, you shatter and
your outcome eventually becomes bleak
Im making you tetchy so you pull away
I know Im too much but I cant stop acting this way
Im mature but im acting so childish
I just need to accept the outcome and move on
I dont see any signs and if they were there
it looks like theyve all been taken down
I'll accept the white flag
since this is the last round
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