What I want to do this weekend

See this movie:

Drink

Buy this movie:

Buy this dress:

Work out

Marry Ed Westick

So yeah, pretty typical weekend

My Day in pictures

I'm gonna explain my day today in pictures because I am bored at work!

Woke up, not looking as crazy as this, but it's safe to say my hair probably looked like this

Got in the shower, didn't get stabbed or anything though like the girl from psycho, it was a fairly normal shower

Ate breakfast and had some coffee and a bagel

Got ready and drove to work

Listened to my boss yell at employees

Did work and stuff

Read some Perezhilton

Signed onto facebook

Listened to the 70 year old guy next to me at work say the party tonight will be "bitchin"

Listened to my boss yell some 

Ate lunch 

More work at the office

“Yes. I have a wig for every single person in the office.  You never know when you’re going to need to bear a passing resemblance to someone.”

Saw that one employee was drunk

And in the future:

Drive home in the mini

Visit Parents

Go to the gym....we'll see if I get to this one

Eat dinner

Sleeeep, and sleep in on accident

and then repeat

thank goodness today is almost over!

He said love isn't real
but lust is the real deal
people pretend until they reach the end
feelings are overrated
and I shouldn't have waited for you
as you turn to look you can see
the hurt written all over me
Desire and despair have turned into the same thing
as this will go down in history as just a fling
everyone is here to use you
and there's nothing you can do to prevent it
the candle was lit
but it went out just as quick
everything must come to an end
and you will eventually lend a helping hand

Rant.com

I want to make a website where people can just rant and say whatever they need to say, and others can read them and laugh at how stupid they sound. I think that would be cool. I would read peoples idiot rants. Yeah, I like that. Rant.com is taken, soo maybe somethin like happyranting.com
haha. I like that. What do u think blllllog? Ha, yeah me too

God I'm weird

Panic is accompanying stress today
I wish someone could just take it all away
I don't quite remember going to sleep last night
The real world is now mixing in with my dreams
Imagination has a new meaning this week
all my thoughts have leaked
Every guy Ive ever dated Ive made cry
Now I'm alone and I know why
I'm fickle
and if I feel the slightest tickle of unhappiness I pull away
but for some odd reason with you I stay
Karma is a bitch
I can feel the itch
it will haunt me in the end
I can no longer pretend

Wow

I just went ape shit on that post

I'm losing it

Today is driving me crazyyy!! Everyone, just shut the hell up! These people at my work are annnoying, every time the guy next to me gets off the phone he says "nice lady" or "nice guy" and I mean evvvvery time. Its driving me insane, he also won't stop burping and farting, loudly. Also, in the background I can hear some lady at my work talking in "baby talk" Jesus, grow up woman! And then, I have another guy looking over my shoulder every time he walks past my desk and asks what im looking at, and I can feel him breathing on me he's so close. And thennn, there are the stupid people on the phone. They take forever to tell me what they want. It's safe to say I'm having not a very good day.  Then the 60 year old guy is talking about his health problems to himself saying "I feel wasted, no not drunk wasted" and laughs.  Weirdo. I'm about ready to start freaking out on these people, reallly. Ive been watching kitten videos all morning, when I'm not busy of course, to try and cool off, but I cant! Freakin cats arent helping! Ughh, why do I stress over the most ridiculous things? I don't stress over big important things, just stupid little things. Dummmb. I've been looking for a job all morning, can't find one! And I'm reallly trying, this is just difficult. Why won't anyone just give me an interview?!


Nothing is good and nothing is right
I'm alone in the world, my loneliness is at it's height
Everyones irritating and these people are dumb
I want nothing more than to just be numb
I'm trekking the waters
but I'm literally a wreck


Wow I'm feeling a little crazy today