Ok then...cool

So lunch was good, but Ive been so busy at work today. I am the administrative assistant for this company and my boss is out of town for a few days and I will be running things. Oh gooodness, as if I dont already have enough on my plate. But I can handle it. Basically I can handle anything....its true, trust me. Looking back at my last relationship...I knooow I can handle anything basically. I just get so stressed so easily, its ridiculous! Lets take a look at the latest stress issues in my life shall we?

1. Sign up for school

What do I want to do with my life? Ok, I already know, but sometimes my dreams arent as realistic as I would like them to be. So I guess I will just settle for going to school and majoring in film for now. But what with film? So many questions about what to do with my life. It literally makes my head spin. 

2.Work

Work has been good and Im happy with the job im currently at. But I need to get a reallly good job. I have a lot to live up to considering my older sister is a saint and has accomplished more in her 22 years than a lot of middle aged men have accomplished. She owns her own house for Christ sake! I need to be getting like $20 an hour, and now I only get $10. A bit of a downgrade considering I use to get $600 a week! Ugh, get motivated and get more money!

3.Move out

I reallly need to move out. Im 20 years old and have my own puppy, and we need a home to call our own. Aww how cute...I know. Im planning on moving to scottsdale, but can you say expensivvve? Well Im sure you can, but its just a saying. Anyways, moving out....you need money to do that, which brings us to stress issue number four. 

4.Money

I spend my money like its going out of style! I get money, and Im like, "Oooh...Ive been wanting that urban dress forever! Its only $90." Thats expensive "J", dont be stupid! But ohh when it comes to clothes, you cant stop me from buying them. Baddd badd. But reallly, I need to save my money and move out!! 

5.Oh Boy

I just wrote about a page on this topic and deleted it. Cool, no you will not know what is going on right now, maybe later.

So these are the current stress issues, but trust me, there are more, I either just cant think of them right now...or write them. When I get stressed out I break out in hives. Currently I have gotten them 3 times this week. Aweeesome. And yesterday I had a panic attack. Im 20. Why am I soo stressed?! More blogging will come tomorrow. Im gonna leave work now. Plans for tonight: Watching the Suns basketball game. Oh my goodness within the past week I have come to love basketball...a lot. Ok, gotta finish up some work, and then Im outtta herrre. 

First Post

Hmm...I made a blog. Weird, because its not really something I would do...but I feel no one will realllly be reading this, so I can talktalktalk and say whatever without worrying about what people will say if I write thiiiss or thaaatt. But even if people did read, I dont think I would care what they would think. Maybe in high school I would, but now nooo. U seee, in high school I was a totallly different person. Oh my gooodness, I was soo shy. After high school I just felt like I could be myself wherever I went! Liiike for example, now I will sing or dance by myself in a store, because I dont care what people will say, and reallly, when will I ever see them again? But in high schoool...nooo way. I was just embarrassed to go to the store with my mother. I wouldnt even talk. But I feel comfortable with who I am now, life should be fun! You should not live your life around what you think others will think, just be yourselffff! Aww how cute, im like a little fortune cookie haha. I dont say LOL, I dont like it, it makes me feel like Im 5 years old saying LOL. Nooo...I am 20 so I would like to express my laughter with a simple "haha". Yess. I got a samsung fascinate last week. And I looove it! Mostly because I can play angry birds whenever I want. Oh my gooodness what an exciting game! I say oh my goodness a lottt. Basicalllly, thats why "oh goodness" is the name of my blog. Mhmmm. And for my username I picked the name "J". Why you ask? Welll, because that is what my sistah calls me. The letter J is not even in my name, I dont reallly know how she gave me this nickname. Welll..ok maybe it was because my nickname was Jelly, and then Jelly sounded like I was 12 and I got a more adult nickname....and the nickname J was borrrn. Ok, well since this is day one for my blog, I will write later today. But now I am going to go eattt lunchhh, because Im at work and Im hungry.